Los días raros.

Lastly I don't even know who I am. (Am I all I ever hated to?)

I am constantly going out with different guys without knowing what to to with them.

Kisses,hugs,hellos,goodbyes,sex all the time.

I really need someone or something to tell me about my life.To tell me what to do.

I'm destrying myself slowly.

These 'rare days' are a shit but a good one.I mean..I'm enjoying this shit.

I am sad almost all the time but I am happy sometimes.I'm having a great time constantly.

I really don't know what to do with myself.But I have one thing for sure:

I wanna be happy.And this is not the right way.

I need help .